Things i dont say

I love you from the very first time we met.
I always hope that you will look at me the way i always look at you.
I secretly praying for your well being and happiness.
You make me smile, you grew flower in my heart, you rear butterflies in my stomach.
I hurt. You hurt me.
Still. I love you.
Over and over you keep hurting me. And yet i still love you.
The moment i thought i had moved on, actually im not.
You keep coming and go as you please and i keep on giving.
One day, you really dissapoint me.
I dont think this is love anymore.
This unrequited love is frustating.
Now, i wish we both can live happily ever after. Seperately.